Pee Time I know it's a disgusting title but really we've gotta talk about this. Almost everyone has peed in a cup for a drug test or to find out if you have the dreaded UTI. If you're a woman the struggle is real. It's incredibly awkward? Holding the cup down there, your legs spread … Continue reading Read at your OWN risk.
Futch? Oh yes indeed. She's out there. A bit FEmme, a bit BUtch and hella sexy! Oh and btw, Bet you can't spot the dudes (men) among the sexy womyn or can you? How do you like your BUtch(s) Hair? Which Butch/Futch is hottest and why?
Today I found out that my friend from the hospital is planning on committing suicide on Sunday. The entire time at the hospital he insisted he didn't belong there and even managed to get released early. I'm sad. He's a great guy and already a wonderful friend. I know the right thing to do is … Continue reading Help.
Dad, I wonder if you know what's happening with me. I'm very angry at you. Angry because you left. Angry because I need you. Angry because I miss you. I need to talk to you. Everything was too much. All the things that happened affected me. Why didn't you and Mom ever talk to us? … Continue reading Raging Anger.
It's true people who are going to commit suicide don't talk about it. I know because I didn't. I didn't call anyone and I didn't have a plan. I simply went into our bedroom, took a lot of pills washed them down with alcohol and then took a bunch more and called it done. No … Continue reading My Suicide Attempt.
Yep that's me. I've been accused of being a Smart Azz, a Lesbian, Butch and even a Dyke. Thank you! I own all those titles so without further delay... Enjoy:
For me coming out was easier than accepting my own mental illness. It could be because I really didn't have to come out. I'm a “One Miler” you can tell from a mile away I'm a big ole' Lesbian. Seriously, the stigma surrounding mental illness is brutal. During major depressed episodes I've been told by … Continue reading Blah, blah, blah…
I ask myself this question many times a day as I plan my next move or as I dream about the future. Where from here? It's been 7 weeks since my breakdown. A bit of my backstory: It was actually building for thirty-five years and March of this year the final push … Continue reading H.O.P.E.
Just taking a break from heavy blogging today so here's something. I'm the type who always does something to get a response. I'm not really sure why, it's just my nature. I think I mostly just wonder what people are thinking. It's enlightening to listen to other people express themselves. It's a great learning … Continue reading Real BUtch Women.
Enjoy my gyno visit. This will haunt me all my life unless I tell my story. I'm certain there's not many if any Butch womyn other than myself who would ever dare to tell this and if there are they would certainly never consider posting it on their blog. That's why I'm different from every … Continue reading My Gyno Visit